| holy shit! its like 6 inda evening...I haven't done anything today! I been staring at this box for the whole day. This really isn't good for me.
SOMEONE CALL ME... MAKE PLANS! |
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| My Weblog Entry for the day:
'Sometimes...it all falls down to that one day where you stay up real late and listen to music that slows down your senses and then your in its trap.'
I should focus on the better things that have happened this afternoon. I went to Fairview mall with SteF and Nikki and we shopped and so on. Chris came a bit later and Stefanie and Nikki left the scene. Ofcourse, Chris and I had fun together like we always do and then my dad dropped him home later on. Reflection on our growing, thriving relationship will be done in my mind to spare you of my lengthy weblog entries. To get the just of what my feelings are, I think Chris and I will last a long time and so far, things are looking terrific!
But now I'm at home and its nearly midnight. I havn't taken my medication for the day and I'm sitting in this chair, infront of this box and I'm waisting valuable sleeping time. Though, it's not so bad...I've totally immersed myself in Elliott Smith's ingenious musical/poetic art that i've come to really appreciate over time. That's what I'm doing at the moment, happily listening to enchanting, overwhelming words in his songs and the peaceful whisper of his voice amongst the soft instrumental background makes me want to dose off (it's obvious that im really tired). I can't stay here for too long 'cause I know what awaits me. I'm sure its normal to go totally balistic with lack of sleep. (That happens to me often) But once you start listening to 'Roman Candle' a song written and composed by Elliott Smith, unfortunately a PAST music artist...you find it hard to sleep! To fill you in...he commited suicide a while ago. I suppose it has something to do with his drug and alcohol addictions as well as family and 'woman' problems that he meantions in a metaphorical lyrical way I guess u could say (unlike Elliott, I'm no good with words and can never get my message across to anyone). You sorta get the just of his lyrics though, if you really listen to it enough and read enough biographys on the man =P. Kinda sad isn't it? He could have really made something with himself. He was so naturally tallented...with words and he could deffinetly sing.
We'll ...thats my auto-biography for the day. Really, I never have anything inspiring or arousing to write in my Weblogs. That's ok though...make due with what I've written for now. hehehe!
_'I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl' - Elliott Smith
_'Livz <3 |
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